Friday, November 14, 2003
Nov. 14, 2003

This journal has been giving me the most trouble of anything I've done on this site. I am not sure what to put here. I am having a very hard time. I want this to be original. I want it to be interesting and inspiring. I want it to be perfect. All of this is causing me to leave it blank.

I wrote this so I would have something to put here.

I have read so many other journals, and many of the thoughts are the same ones that I have. I know this is because they are like minded individuals, but still, I don't want anyone to think I am copying their ideas (an email list I'm on dealt with this today and that is making this even harder).

I am feeling silly too because I have only shared this site with a handful of people, so it is not going to see much traffic. Even that doesn't help. My biggest fear with writing has been sharing. I am afraid that people will not like what I write. I don't like worrying about what others think, but I don't know how to stop this. The funny part is every time I've shared I have gotten positive responses and amazing things have happened, but still I panic every time I send out something new.

I have also seen some amazing work out there and it's making me doubt my abilities.
Well, there it is, a start. At least it is something. Only time will tell where I'll go from here.
posted by Kelly @ 11/14/2003 04:23:00 PM  
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