Kelly Gibbons, artist and writer, about me

Thursday, June 10, 2004

I'm so sad today, and I don't know why.

I feel discouraged and disgusted with everything, and I keep getting upset with myself. I feel restless and uneasy. I don't know what's causing me to feel this way, but I know I don't like it at all.

I can't describe it, but it feels like something is looming over me. It feels like something is wrong, but I don't know what it is. I just can't put my finger on it.

Maybe it's the grey sky and the threat of rain hovering around me. Maybe it's that I've been on maid duty all day. Maybe it's because I can't think of anything to write, or that I just don't feel like painting. I don't know, but I sure hope it passes soon.

I feel like I'm carrying around a weight that I just can't get rid of. I almost feel like something is going to happened and I don't know what it is, so I am afraid of it. I wish it would just happen so I can stop being afraid.

posted by Kelly @ 6/10/2004 01:53:00 PM

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