Kelly Gibbons, artist and writer, about me

Sunday, December 14, 2003

Dec. 14, 2003

Computers are wonderful things, until they break. Or just screw up for no apparent reason. I'm am just very happy that I backed most of my work up. So, what happened? The program I use to make my web site suddenly decided to stop working. When things like that happen I get obsessed with fixing them and get very frustrated when I can't. What bothered me the most is that I lost the last entry that I wrote, and i thought it was very good. Now it is gone forever. I guess I will just have to create another masterpiece.

Something else is bothering me. I am going to have to find a job. I am not looking forward to this because I have been having so much fun at home. But, bills need to be paid, and that is that. I am not giving up my dream, and I am definitely not stopping my writing. I will have to find a way to do both. I am not going to get a spectacular job, just something to earn some cash. I don't really care what I do, and i don't want an office job. been there done that and I'm not going back. I must be creative, it is the only time I am really happy. I am not worried, because I know I will be OK. I always am.

I am still hoping that I get word that a big article is being published-one that pays big bucks-that would be very nice. I know that it doesn't always work that way, but it is so nice when it does. I can hope. So far I've gotten what I've asked for so why not.

Tomorrow I am doing the major shopping, but starting Tuesday, I am dedicating my days to full time writing until I find another job. Maybe putting in the work will lead to some paying jobs and then I won't have to get the job. I think this is a plea to the universe. So if you are listening (and I know you do) please send me what I need so I don't have to do something I really don't want to.

posted by Kelly @ 12/14/2003 05:04:00 PM

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